I Lose Myself At Night.

my heart literally aches.
the pounding in my head won't stop.
emotions soar. i am suffocating in the memories.
your presence isn't felt. i'm cold and i am numb.
tears flood my face. my eyelids flicker, then shut.
my body, mind, and soul are paralyzed.
once again, i've fallen victim to your love.
i lie patiently. finally to dream with angels
a soft whisper in my ear.
HE reassures me the hour will end.
i lose myself at night, until morning
when i hear your voice again.
xoxo emma
-goodnight.